The thought of knowing that nothing lasts forever, that everything has to end eventually, that people will eventually walk out.. is enough to make me want to curl up in bed with nothing but sappy movies & chocolate. I hate myself for not allowing myself to open up - Because all I ever see in things is the negative side. I'm afraid of goodbyes, dissapointments, & being let down.. I should practice on letting loose & just letting time take me where it shall, but it's just too hard. I'm not emotionally strong enough for that. But I'll get there.. maybe later, than sooner.
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