every step i take, there's lessons learned.

Life is too short to be allowing people to get you down, ruin your day, and put you on the verge of breaking down. I've had my hopes, dreams, and feelings ripped apart too many times to let another person who is going to do a repeat of the people in the past, into my life. I build walls around my emotions and heart to feel safe from pain. Going through what I went through, It's led me to keeping my emotions & thoughts bottled up. Writing is my only way of expressing myself. I'm tired of being torn down, and left to reconstruct my pieces together by myself. I'm not trusting anyone to be there with me through it all. Forever is an over-statement. Love is an over-statement. Peace is non-existent.. as long as we're residing on this planet. And happiness? Well, happiness takes a lot of effort, time, and patience to reach. I'm currently in the process of removing all my obstacles from my path to happiness.