I want to be 4 again.

The seriousness of the problems you encounter throughout life increases as your age does. I thought breaking a toy was such a bad thing, now I wish that my problems were like those again. It seemed so tragic back than...If I only knew. I keep losing everyone I care about. I'm starting to feel alone. I need someone who will be by my side, through it all. Yet again, I've nearly always lived like this - keeping a comfortable distance, and up until now I'd sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness.